Tbh my major final exams ended a month ago, somehow huehue. Waiting for my hair to dry, typing this entry late in the night and I'm not sure why, the feeling of melancholy just strikes me. My selection of music is like, sad ballads eeps. BUT I'M ACTUALLY NEUTRAL.
Talking about my life so far, it's just sleep, eat and a little bit of exercise and the cycle repeats. :( As what I sort of expected of the life after exams, it's pretty normal and boring. It's like suddenly, I lost my direction for a while when I'd spent my 13 plus years studying and suddenly, boom, I actually put down my books and pens, period. Whew, it's like a heavy stone had been lifted off my shoulders, but at the same time, you just feel... empty? Contradicting much but yeah.
Contemplated about my route, what am I planning to do after my exams, regardless of my results (which in the worst case scenario, be really bad.) But, one thing for sure, I know that I tried my best, and I hope I didn't let myself down.
Putting aside the negative things, I really can't wait to start work. Yup, you heard that right - I must be crazy. But it's not that I'm excited for work or anything (who would be?), it's just that I'm financially strapped and I need MONEY sobs. The thing is, my work pass is not done yet and I really hope I'll be able to work by next week. The need to earn my keep and some allowance yknow. Sighpie, I guess that's all for now. Until later, ciaoooooooooooo.